I feel

At peace.

Full of compassion.

Want.

Love.

Wonder as to why the heck I’m writing something that could qualify for an english assignment in my blog…

I wish, I mean I REALLY wish I could just act upon instinct, upon feeling, just to do what I want. But that requires guts, and possibly making a fool of myself. And maybe even freaking some people out. But that doesn’t keep me from just wanting to do it. Almost everyday I think, “What if I just did it, and then walk away like nothing happened?” But, again, this isn’t the movies, I can’t just do something and act upon a feeling because I just really want to. I wish it worked like that. I’d be so much more of a forward person than I already am. Okay then maybe it wouldn’t be such a good idea… But I still just want to do it. Maybe I will. Probably not. But maybe. You never know, maybe the timing will be right. Probably not. But maybe… I wish.