Im disgruntled:

With myself. I feel like I’ve been ruder than I need to be. And I’ve been thinking about how I treat people, and how probably 95% of the people I just talk to must think I hate them because I’m typically an argumentative, in-your-face bitch. And I’m a total hypocrite. I hate hypocrites. I really do. And who am I to judge you? Who am I to say “You’re wrong, stop doing that”? ESPECIALLY when it comes to religion. I am so rude to people who voice their faith and beliefs because I am struggling with my own beliefs. And that’s wrong of me. I should not have to try to bring down other people in their happiness and comfort, that’s just wrong. So, I’m so sorry to everyone (especially people like Brady and Cameron who have constantly received flack from me because I felt the need to play the Devil’s Advocate) I’ve ever been just plain rude to. It’s your opinion, do with it what you will. And I’m going to try really hard to change that. Because it bugs me, and I don’t need to act that way.